Since I’m posting again all ready, you know it can’t be good. Apparently, Rachel just wants to be friends for now; I don’t want to get into the reasons except that she says it’s not because of me. Oh well, it was great while it lasted; but the realization that I fell into and out of a relationship in less than a week makes me feel like crap and the biggest idiot in the world. Perhaps we’ll get back together soon? Somehow, I doubt it, but I can always have hope. Most importantly, I hope that she finds happiness, with or without me.
As for myself, I don’t know where to go from here. I’m glad that I kept this relationship low-key, because that means only a few people (like you guys) need to know about any of this. I guess I’ll try to find distractions for myself so that I can focus on something else. Will I be ok? We’ll see.
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